The New Start

"I know God wouldn't give me anything I couldn't handle. I just wish he didn't trust me so much."-Mother Teresa

So this is gonna be a new start for me, as many should know. After a year of marriage we finally called it "Quits." To our surprise though after just a couple weeks something just seemed wrong. It turned out I was pregnant with our first kid! Although, that didn't change our decision on getting divorce. After about four weeks of our decision he had already moved on with his new girlfriend. At first, like some other girls would, got really irritated and couldn't believe he had moved on so fast. After getting used to the idea though I overcome what has happened and I hoped him the best luck!!! Now I try to keep busy with work as much as i can, and it helps me out talking with everyone at work. They have all helped me out threw this, but especially my family being there with me every step.

For the update for my family, especially my sister, about my baby. Most of this probably wont be an update though cause I tell them all of it. It is a baby girl, and I've been so excited since I found that out! I am going on to my 24th week of this pregnancy with her and she moves so much. It pretty cool somedays! The only bad thing that has happened during this pregnancy is when I went to the doctor cause my back hurt extremely, and found out I had hydronephrosis(hope I spelt that right.) My short explaination is when the baby is lying on the tube that runs from your bladder to your kidney. This then causes your kidney to swell and become tender. I don't think my parents liked to see me in such pain when they came over. Although, it hasn't been bad for about the past week or two I think. Everything else besides that has been great, especially knowning that wouldn't hurt her.

So there is the short new start of my life. I'll try to keep up on it and put up some pictures too. Thanks and Love to all that has helped me!!!